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[Oct. 29th, 2005|04:45 pm] |
so i never update but there really isnt anything to update about...my mom is well she just had some food poisning or whatever.. umm mason and vince are wonderful... everything is going good which is actually kinda scary haha.. my brother found out him and his wife are having a baby so thats pretty exciting... and today is the mummers parade so i think i may take mason out to it since vince is working and i really think it will be alot of fun.... sorry this is so lame i know.. i just have to run but hopefully i will be updating more .. <3 |
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[Jun. 15th, 2005|12:39 pm] |
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sorry i havent updated in forever... i have been reading everyones journals and trying to comment as much as i could. my mom hasent been feeling well so ive been with her alot this summer and vince has been great and taken care of mason...im taking my mom to the doctors tomorrow to see whats wrong :-(... welll here are some pics i hope u enjoy .. my friend scanned them for me
My little man cant wait to drive...
Mason with his great garandmother Helen
look he can sit up now.. !!
Mason being retarded..<3
hes getting soo BIG!!
Mason yet again
sleepy
in mommas big bed asleep... : )
and me.. bad picture but Vince just randomly snaped it
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[Apr. 16th, 2005|11:25 am] |
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ahh well things are going pretty well...i havent updated lately cause i've been so busy and such with mason and vince and the new place its just so hard to keep it clean damn i never really under stood what my mom did for me all thoes years till just recently..:) I wanna make some salutes and start posting pictures so im savin for a scanner...i cant wait!! yes lol! i was wondering if ne one could help me with a new layout cause im really tired of it maybe if i liked the look of thing id feel more inspiration to update i dunno .. oh yea and i wanna join some communites im not all to sure how that works either... i suck... so if yall have ne ones that you belong to and think id like please let me know i <33 all of you later~ |
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[Apr. 2nd, 2005|04:40 pm] |
well didnt get much sleep lastnight was up thinkin about things... me and vince are about to go pick up Mason at my moms and then i have to drop vince off at work maybe me and mason will go to the mall haha that will be nice... we all need some summer clothes maybe there will be some cute stuff out:)
ill update later if ne interesting happens xoxo |
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[Apr. 1st, 2005|04:48 pm] |
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ahh another beautiful day not as nice as the others but nice enough to go out... today vince took the day off and we had a family outing :-) i love those cheesy kinds of things... first we went out to eat and then went to the city park just to get out for a bit and then went to my moms... then me and vince left and had mason stay with my mom and we went to the doctors.. i wanted to see if i could possibly have kids again with out having a miscarriage when i know i can because this has happened to many woman i still have my doubts ... but the doctor said if i really want another child to try again but to know theres always that "chance" .. im just so excited i wanna get started ~LeTs GeT iT oN~ haha... anyways hope all is good with you i love you all and ive been busting my ass trying to scan pics but the damn thing broke piece of shit lol... later |
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[Mar. 30th, 2005|04:20 pm] |
Hey everyone i've been feeling alot better lately... i love that the weather is getting really warm, me and mason can finally go out on walks..our condo is done being decorated and i think it looks very nice:) Mason is 8 months now and will be 9 months very soon i whis time didnt go by so fast... but i really like the stage hes at now laughing and playing its too cute...
well i dont have much to say just wanted to let every one know i was doing ok...<333 |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|04:56 pm] |
sorry i just have more things on my mind and i think its time to get them out:
i have missed you all dearly and cherish each and eveeryone one of you...
i wanted my son mason to have someone to grow up with so he wouldnt be alone and it just couldnt happen.
me and devon stopped talking a week before i had the baby and so now its me and vince and he has been my stability...
i am thankful for what God has given me even if i wish he gave me more.. and though i cry and pitty myself this must be in Gods plans for me and whatever that may be in the future ill go with it...
i am everly so thankful for mason and if i didnt have him i dont know where i would be.. so all you mothers out there appreciate everything you have and be thankful you have healthy beautiful children... they are truely a gift... |
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[Mar. 18th, 2005|04:39 pm] |
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i havent been updating lately cause about a week or so ago i was at the doctors and they couldnt find the baby's heart beat...i had a miscarriage...im so upset and i dont know why it happend to me.. im glad i have my one baby & id like to have my other here with me..but i guess thats just how god wanted it to be...i've really took time to think this threw but i still dont under stand why it had to happen to me...me n vince moved into the condo and even had set up some what of the room...im guessing the best thing to do is keep my head up, pick up with my life and still remember the past but i cant seem to do that very well please pray for my baby and if i find the time to update ill do so :'( |
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[Feb. 7th, 2005|04:08 pm] |
hey sorry i have been lazy with this and all but lifes busy you know, thats no excuse tho i guesss.
well lets see i discussed to vince that he may not be the father and devon might be.. it went better than i expected he just held me and said i wish i was the father that way i could be the only man in ur life and really have a great family but no matter what im going to make it come true and so yeah i fell in love all over again... now with devon .. have i seen him around ? nope its been like a week or something and he dont return my calls and this and that and im realizing i need a man at these times not a boy like him.. maybe i pushed him away because im hormonaly raging everyday and i apologize for that but its really not my fault...
well me and vince found a condo we liked but its a little pricey but were gonna see if we can make ends meet i just feel like my life may be turing around again...
but u know what they say with the good the bad comes with it so we'll see and untill then god bless you alot and tootles * |
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[Jan. 27th, 2005|09:45 pm] |
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oo lord this week just wont end i feel like crap and basically look like it to... and i dont know what to do about telling vince he might not be the father .. i told devon that he might be most likely be the father and he agreed to be here for me and blah blah blah which i dont know if that is true or bullshit but he usually keeps his word so whatever... and i love both guy and i cant be a hoe and be with both of them it fucking sucks because im going to lose one of them and im sure its going to be vince because i mean i wanna get my own place with vince and settle down but how can i with a kid on the way from another guy that i also love... see devon is more affectionate and there emotionally.. but vince is there to support me with a house money,car, ect.. and its just so hard im balling right now and yes i told my mom that the baby is most likely devons and shes just fucking lecturing about how i sleep around and im some gross tramp.. hello there the only 2 ppl i ever slept with .. i have been with vince for 5 years.. and im 17 now thats since what i was fucking 13 years old basically since ill be 18 soon... its fucking rediculous and i cant just throw that away!! help!! |
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[Jan. 22nd, 2005|01:11 am] |
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oh yea i forgot to say that pic. of mason and that guy ...the guy was vince's dad.. i just thought it was cute
but in other news me n vince broke up again but because im pregnant and i really dont believe its his ...its this other guy Devons who ive been seeing on and off but im gonna post my senior pics with me n vince ne ways...i think me n devon are gonna hook up cause he agreed that he would support me MASON and the new baby...im very happy with that cause hes almost out of college and will have a nice paying job so maybe we can settle down...oh well ive gone too far i shouldnt get my hopes up...
   
and i got devons senior pics too...
 
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[Jan. 19th, 2005|06:58 pm] |
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well just thought id change the icon its vince and mason last week... i think im pregnant and hope its a girl.. im already thinking of names its some kind of obsession
Alana Grace
Brianna Grace
Elizabeth Ann
Jillian Marie
Devon Michelle
Paris Skye
Skylar Nicole
vote on ur best one please |
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[Jan. 18th, 2005|02:11 pm] |
WOW...Mason is 6 months today!!!...i cant believe its already been a half a year...time flys:(...
ill update later xoxo |
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[Jan. 17th, 2005|04:50 pm] |
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well its been awhile...i think i might be pergnant...just what i dont need right now... i took one pergnancy test it came out positive... it was the only one i had and im ashamed to go buy more to double check... well i have a doctors apointment on wendsday any ways ill find out then.
I really dont want another baby right now later on would be great...but i wouldnt be able to finish college and then it would be even harder to find a place to live..
xoxo<33 |
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[Jan. 13th, 2005|03:57 pm] |
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well today was just blah... i was suppost to get my period because i read the calendar and i thought i was gonna get it in a few weeks but nope its due today and it hasnt come... most likely its late of course but im still having thoughts in the back of my head .. u all know what im talking about... but yeah as jen said it is really great to have people on here to relate and talk to when no one around you understands what your going through.. i love u all .. |
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[Jan. 10th, 2005|08:46 pm] |
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well its been the same old same old... mason is going to be 6 months next week.. sad!! and well vince has been great no complaints there... his new job is going good and everything.. and in a couple months we should have saved up enough to get a condo... wish me luck.. love you all! |
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[Jan. 8th, 2005|12:46 pm] |
A girl died in 1933 by a homicidal murderer. He buried her in the ground when she was still alive. The murdered chanted, "Toma sota balcu" as he buried her. Now that you have read the chant, you will meet this little girl. In the middle of the night she will be on your ceiling. She will suffocate you like she was suffocated. If you post this, she will not bother you. Your kindness will be rewarded....
Sorry bout that but it really made me paranoid...:( |
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[Jan. 5th, 2005|07:53 pm] |
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well vince just left he spent the night and it was good one if you know what i mean ladies :-)!! and he was absolutely the best with mason... he took him to his grandmothers vinces moms and she cried it was quite emotional... and then vine just let me sit around while he did everything kind of like a mr.mom it was wonderful to have him be there... and he just got another job at General Electric so he'll be bring in more money and then we can buy a condo... whatever works. then on with the night at about 11 mason went to bed he just wouldnt go to sleep... me and vince got it on... it was gureeat merrow!lol ... nah but it was... its been awhile.. well if u want details comment... love |
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